Love is Unpredictable
Well, folks, my dream of having a relationship with my crush other than friendship has now ended. I just read an E-mail from him and he mentioned for the first time that he has a girlfriend. I feel so stupid. I wonder what he thinks of me? I wonder if he's been feeling like I was just some desperprate girl throwing herself at him? I knew he was too good of a guy to not already be taken. I wish I hadn't let myself like him so much. I was pretty much in love. After one E-mail, it's over. The best I can hope for now is friendship, and I know that wouldn't be so bad. It's just going to be hard getting over this. Eventually, I will.
Love,
Amanda
Amanda from URL @ 12:17 PM
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