This Kiss
Hello everyone!! Oh...my...God so much to tell!! Santiago came over yesterday to my apartment for the first time. Here's what happened:
I went over to meet Santiago at his work a little after noon. He gave me a hug when I came accross the street to where he was. *So cute* We rode the bus back to my apartment and I suggested getting something to eat. So we went to this mexican restaurant that is right by my building. It was crowded or we would have eaten there. [Just like when we went Jennifer ;)] We ate our lunch in the living room and I explained all the pictures we have in there, my graduation one, prom, 8th grade etc. I gave him most of my quesadilla cuz he taco was so small and he was still hungry. That was fine with me. I didn't like the thought of him being hungry.We watched T.V. as we ate and talked and laughed. When we were done, I brought him to my room. He liked all the posters hehe. I had decided to show him "The Virgin Suicides" my all time favorite Kirsten Dunst movie. I didn't really know where to sit, the floor or the bed?? I decided on the floor even though I wanted to sit on my bed hehe. We ended up moving there cuz the computer screen from the floor looked really dark. I was sitting back toward the wall and before I did, he brought my pillow behind me so I'd be comfortable. Then he put his arm around me and held me and it felt so good, I can't describe it. After the movie, which he liked by the way, my Mom and sister came home. We went out and I introduced him to them. After that I was thinking of what to do. Another movie? I decided on "Spider-Man", my second fave Kirsten movie. I suggested we go for a walk after that. I live right accross the street from a park, so I thought that'd be nice. When it came to that part in the film when Peter describes to Mary Jane what he told Spider-Man about her, that really sweet monlouge in the hospital, I cuddled a little closer to Santiago. As I layed my head on his chest, I could hear his heart beating a million miles an hour. I thought that was really cute cuz mine was doing the same thing. He just looked down and smiled. After that movie, my Dad was home. I introduced them and they talked a bit. My mom said dinner would be ready in an hour and a half, so we went on our walk in the park. He held my hand, just naturally, no asking from me, which is what my last relationship was like. I always had to ask for stuff like that. Anyways, I bet he thought we were just walking in the park, but I had a plan hehe. There's this hill at the edge of the park under a tree that's really nice and romantic, so I made sure our walk brought us there. I'm so devious aren't I? LOL So, we just sat there talking and holding hands. We just kept moving closer and I could feel that we were going to kiss I started getting really nervous and scared. He asked me what was wrong and I just smiled and looked away and said,"I'm scared.". He said, "It's ok, I'm scared too." and he kissed my forehead, "Maybe you just need a little push." Aww. I just smiled and laughed and turned my head away again. I could hardly breathe, my heart was pounding, and I was shaking. Our faces were right near each other, I just looked in his eyes and said, 'I could use that push right about now." and with that he kissed me. He kissed me again and again. I couldn't believe what was happening, all the feelings I was experiencing all at once. I wanted cry, laugh, dance, all at the same time!! "Was that your first?", he asked. "No," I said, "but it was the first I really liked and didn't have to ask for". He kissed me again. I just kept whispering, "Oh my God, oh my God". I ran my hands through his hair and over his face and just smiled as he looked in my eyes. He held me then and we just sat there reeling from what just happened. Totally amazing!! It was sunset then and he had told me earlier that he always wanted to experienced a sunset with agirl, but he never got to. So, we got up. his hand in mine, and we walked to where we could see it better. The park is a *great* place to see a sunset and boy did we see one. It was gorgeous. We got back and my Mom said that diiner had been ready for two hours. Woops hehe. It was alright though, she wasn't mad. We had dinner and Santiago talked with my Mom. I knew they'd get along because they're both talkers hehe My Mom went to sit oustide with some people from the building and we went to the couch to watch a movie called, "Play it to the Bone". It was nice. He held me again and just rubbed his hands over my shoulders and my arms. I felt so warm, so safe, and protected and loved. *Sigh* We moved back into my room to watch the end. This time we layed on the bed side by side. No, nothing happened!! It was very innocent, I assure you. Sadly, it was time for Santiago to go home after the movie ended. We had been together for 11 hours!! His Dad came and picked him up. He hugged me smiled and we said goodnight. My mind was racing as I tried to fall asleep. It was one of the best days of my life. I think I'm falling in love with Santiago. :)
Love,
Amanda
Amanda from URL @ 3:55 PM
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